Am I So Different?

[SimplePride]

“But from those who were of considerable repute (what they were makes no difference to me; God shows no favoritism)—well, those who were of repute contributed nothing to me.”
-Galatians 2:6

I’m about to do something that I never thought I’d ever do: Break my character. Yes, believe it or not, I’m not what you think I am inside the ring, well, to an extent, anyway. I heard once that the best wrestling characters are just that wrestler’s real personality cranked up to eleven. I simply decided to crank it up to 99. And that leads me to why I’m writing this piece:

LAW is afraid of me.

This is no boast, it is mathematical certainty. This isn’t to say, “I’m so tough, fear me, grr” type of thing. LAW fears me because I am different than most. Being different means that you can’t know what I’m about, Fear of the unknown is probably the most common fear there is. This leads me to my question:

Am I so different?

This entire League is a freakshow, I’m not the first femboy, Sailor Theta, wherever he is, came before me. The entire existence of the Hentai Championship shows that I’m not the only pervert around. I know I’m not the only jobber by a country mile, though I cannot say for certain I’m the first willing jobber, but, the odds aren’t very good. So, why am I so feared? Is there a threshold of weirdness in this League?

This isn’t me being bitter about not getting matches, I know plenty who would line up to beat me up and get an easy win, or fulfill some weird fantasy of wrestling a femboy. I’m not one to judge. But, I feel that LAW still has some growing up to do. This is a good thing, mind you, if something is truly perfect, than there is no room for improvement, that’s just it. It becomes stale and rigid. I don’t think anyone wants to wrestle for a league that’s stale.

What’s the point of all this, I hear you asking. The point is that until LAW accepts people, no matter how different, it can never reach it’s full potential. I believe in LAW, and I don’t want to go anywhere else, but, I’m finding it very hard to defend it as of right now. I haven’t had a match since last summer, and LAW’s fear of the unknown and different is why. It’s kind of pathetic. So, I call on LAW to improve. Give me a reason to have this creepy smile on my face

-Upsilon