So, I know I said I would be coming back this Saturday to start posting again, but I’ve been thinking a lot recently and I have to say that I’m not keen on falling into the same mental health spat that I’ve been in for the last couple years or so. In recent months, it’s more so been a repetitive scenario of post for a few days, long break, post for a few days, long break, etc. I want to be able to be active again and to be able to post more frequently, because I love doing stuff on LAW and definitely want to continue, but I don’t want to constantly feel like I’m going to leave people hanging and that will eat away at me. So, I think I found a solution.
I’ve been neglecting my own writing for quite a long time now and I have found that with anything I write, I’ve become very sporadic in uploading. I don’t want to do that anymore, because I constantly fall to procrastination. I’m not saying I want to be this super soldier of a poster, but I want to have fun writing wrestling and writing my own stuff again. I want to practice being active and being here when I want to post and get involved more with LAW again. I burned myself out on the forums and that’s my fault. I know I planned so many things that I planned to write myself, but then it all became too much for me to bare. I got in over my head.
I did this thing in the spring of 2019 where I just wrote a movie. Just blocked everything else out and focused on the one thing that mattered in the moment which was writing this movie. It was a thought excerise, but it helped me have fun with writing and getting creative. Where I could just veg out and just have fun writing some fun stuff. I have this Halloween special side story with some LAW characters coming up and I’m really looking forward to writing it. I’ve gotten permission from the users and I’m going to focus on that now before the Halloween season is up. I’m setting myself up for a three week thought excerise where I just focus on this one story and try to be active every day on it. The goal is not to finish this story before the three weeks are up, but the goal is to learn how to become active and have fun with writing again. If I finish in that time, I finish it and then post it to let the world see. Lots of people are looking forward to this story so I’m going to be busy kicking some ass!
Let’s have some fun and wish me luck! Haha!
P.S. I start the three week retreat tomorrow so it will be over on October 10th. See ya then!
