Present days. Twenty minutes after Nerissa left Astrid at the bar.
Nerissa was in heavy thoughts all the way home. Carefully considering the words she had heard from Astrid, she tried to decide whether she should follow her friend's advices. She couldn't deny that talking to that woman and confessing her feelings was the right option, but it was difficult for her to decide on such a thing. What if she doesn't want to hear it at all? Especially considering that Nerissa had carefully avoided her since their last meeting.
Nerissa Labong
“Sapphire, I'm home!" Nerissa said as she entered the apartment.
Those who knew Nerissa well might have thought that this was the name of some girl who was waiting for the return of the Native American woman in a warm bed. Yes, mamy things have happened in her life. Once she picked up a hot girl in a club, they came to Nerissa's apartment, had sex, and then Nerissa went back to the club. To her surprise, when she returned home, the girl was still there, as a result of which they had sex again. Now this episode seemed like something from a very distant past.
“Sometimes I feel like you're the only one who really needs me...” Nerissa muttered, moving deeper into the apartment.
Nerissa stopped by the huge aquarium and stroked her turtle's head with a slight smile.
“Did you miss me, Sapphire?" She asked, as if the turtle could answer her. “I hope you're not too hungry.”
Nerissa went to the fridge to get a portion of maggots for Sapphire. Quite by chance, her gaze fell on a half-empty bottle of white wine. She hesitated for a few seconds, and then took it.
“It won't get any worse anyway...”
Heading back to the aquarium, she tilted her head back and took several long sips. When she started to feel pain in her heart, alcohol helped her cope with it at first, but now it seemed to have no effect on her. Even if she was drunk, she still couldn't stop thinking about her.
It seems Astrid was right, she has to do something about it.
It seems like she really has to talk to this woman.
“Can you do it instead of me?" She asked Sapphire, giving her a portion of maggots. “I'll leave you in front of her door, ring the bell, and run away." Nerissa stroked the turtle's head once more. “And you're going to tell her how much I want to be with her, okay?" She smiled as if the turtle had answered her. “Thank you, I knew I could count on you, but... I have to do it myself.”
Leaving the turtle alone, Nerissa took a few steps to the side and plopped down on the sofa. Closing her eyes, she took a few more large gulps of wine, trying to imagine the scene at the same time. And for some reason, she didn't see any happy ending in any of the scenarios. As she had already admitted to Astrid, she was scared because of the possibility of such a development.
“What should I tell her?..” she asked a question into the void.
Nerissa looked around her apartment. To move here, she spent absolutely all the money she had earned since high school. It wasn't the largest, but it was a truly unique apartment. Nerissa was most attracted by the panoramic windows, thanks to which she always had access to a magnificent view of Tokyo.
However, lately she had no desire to enjoy the views.
She had been feeling incredibly lonely lately.
Nerissa sighed heavily and left the bottle on the coffee table.
“Maybe I should think about it tomorrow...” she muttered, getting up from the sofa.
She staggered slightly as she headed for her bedroom. On the way, she unbuttoned her top and threw it aside, exposing her breasts. Without stopping, she made several jumps, first on one leg, then on the other, thereby taking off her pants. When she got rid of her socks, she was wearing only her panties. With the last action, she removed the hair tie from the end of her braid. Shaking her head violently, she loosened her incredibly long hair. It gave her a certain sense of freedom for her head, because even though few people knew about it, wearing such a huge braid all the time is far from the easiest thing to do.
“Goodnight...” she said to herself, collapsing onto the bed.
Five minutes have passed.
Ten minutes have passed.
Twenty minutes have passed.
She couldn't sleep.
“Fuck...” she cursed.
Nerissa rolled over onto her back and stared at the ceiling. Was she going to have another sleepless night? She just couldn't relax. Of course, she still had the opportunity to drink so much alcohol just to lose consciousness, but even such a crazy woman as Nerissa understood that in that case she would most likely want to die tomorrow because of a terrible hangover. She made an exasperated sound.
Previously, the best way for her to relax was sex. She preferred to fall asleep in an embrace with some beautiful woman after wild sex. But now she simply couldn't even enjoy it. All her thoughts were focused on that woman and she didn't need anyone else. Recalling her, Nerissa also involuntarily recalled Astrid's words.
“To find a way to deal with the pain you're living with right now...” she repeated word for word. “Great...” she covered her forehead with her hand and closed her eyes. “And how am I supposed to find this way?”
Every time she closed her eyes, she saw her face. Sometimes she could imagine her smile, at such moments it makes her feel better, but as a rule she sees only that look of disappointment and then the pain returns. What should she do about it? In desperation, Nerissa ran her hand over her face.
Suddenly, her eyes opened.
“What... what was that?" She asked, blinking rapidly a few times.
She put her hand on her forehead again.
She closed her eyes again.
She ran her hand over her face again.
She exhaled involuntarily.
She shuddered involuntarily.
“Can't be...”
Nerissa pressed her fingers to her lips and an electric current seemed to pass through her body. This feeling... yes, it wasn't as strong as when they were together, but... it was as if she could feel her lips. She opened her mouth slightly and touched her fingers with the tip of her tongue.
“Ah...” she breathed softly.
Because her eyes were closed, she could still see her face. But now it was a pleasant memory. It was as if that woman was there now. It was as if that woman was touching her now. Nerissa hadn't done this to herself since high school, she just didn't have to. But now... now she wanted more...
With her free hand, she squeezed her left breast. A new batch of memories overshadowed her mind. She began massaging her breast, letting her already hard nipple slide between her fingers. Her legs began to move involuntarily, crumpling the blanket under her.
“Mmmm... mmmm...”
A magical feeling.…
Nerissa started making circular movements with her fingertips over her lips, but even that wasn't enough for her. Continuing to massage her breast with her left hand, she pointed her right hand down. The fingers gently ran over her skin and at that moment it seemed to her that they were the fingers of that woman. Without stopping, she put her hand under her panties and when she touched her pussy, she involuntarily arched her back.
“Maaaahhhh!!!”
It was as if she found herself in the day when they shared all those magical moments. When every touch seemed to her like something extraterrestrial, something truly beautiful. Her breathing became heavy, and her face turned red. She felt the heat, she felt the pleasure. She felt as if that woman was nearby. Nerissa's fingers entered her pussy and started moving back and forth.
“Aaaaahh!!! Mmmmm!!! Mmmmm!!! MMMAAAHHHH!!!”
She didn't care about moral issues at that moment. She did not expect that this would help her forget about the pain in her heart for at least a short time. But she didn't care about that either. The only thing that mattered to her was that it made her feel like that woman was there. She kept moaning louder and louder. She felt good. Feelings began to overwhelm her. She could feel it coming. And with that, she got a desire. That desire was so strong that she just couldn't resist it. She wanted to say the name.
Her name.
“Claaaaaaaaaaraaaaaaaa!!!!!!”
Nerissa, simultaneously with a powerful orgasm, moaned the name of the woman she had fallen in love with. Panting with emotion and pleasure, she turned on her side. She seems to have found a way to ease the pain in her heart. At least temporarily. She hugged the big pillow and closed her eyes.
That night Nerissa fell asleep with a smile on her lips.
The end.
