This was not at all how Chiyo envisioned herself following her debut. She hadn't even bothered to changed out of her match attire yet as she sat hunched over the locker room bench, her body aching from the brutal match she had just endured.
Chiyo

As she sat there, trying to find solace in the silence, her phone buzzed incessantly by her side. Her heart sank as she saw the notifications flooding in about her humiliating loss, picture after picture consuming her once vibrant feed with humiliating captures of her limp body in comprising angles and positions. She flipped the phone over on the bench, it's screen still emitting a mocking glowing from underneath.
Chiyo let out a deep sigh and leaned her head back against the cold metal locker. The tears that had flowed so freely on the mat had now dried up, leaving behind a numbness that seemed to engulf her entire existence. She couldn't shake the feeling of humiliation that lingered, haunting her like a ghost. Her mind was in turmoil, replaying the match over and over again. She couldn't help but wonder where she had gone wrong. Had she not trained hard enough? Was she not strong enough? Had she made a mistake that cost her everything?
The sound of her own thoughts was deafening. Chiyo tried to push them aside, but they refused to budge. She felt trapped, suffocated by her own doubts and fears. The locker room was quiet except for the occasional sound of footsteps echoing in the hallway. It was as if the world had moved on without her, leaving her behind to wallow in her own misery.
Chiyo closed her eyes and let out a deep breath. She knew she had to pull herself together, to get up and face the world. But the thought of stepping outside that locker room, of facing the people who had witnessed her downfall, was almost too much to bear. The weight of her defeat was heavy, crushing, and it seemed to grow heavier with each passing moment. But Chiyo refused to let it break her. She would find a way to rise again, to fight again. She would find her way back to the top, no matter how long it took.
For now, she would sit there, in her locker room, in silence. She would let herself feel the pain, the humiliation, the defeat. And when she was ready, she would pick herself up and begin again.

