Re: Celebrating Our Successes (For Bare)
Posted: Wed Jun 19, 2024 7:25 pm
As the thought of Lyra crept back into her head, Sanae blushed hard, looking off into the horizon. What had she just gotten herself into - and what would Lyra think? The whole reason she wound up in this predicament to begin with was because she had a lapse in judgment, and she felt like she failed her girlfriend in the process. For a time, Alizeh had been able to drown out those thoughts in the heat of competition...but the moment Sanae was reminded of her drunken shenanigans, everything came flooding back to her. And now, the thought that she would be competing in a POW match had amplified everything tenfold.
She realized that even this far into her relationship with Lyra, the two of them had never really been that...well, intimate. Sure, they'd kissed, and they'd announced their relationship to the world to plenty of support, but they still hadn't taken things that far. And yet, here Sanae was, already volunteering herself for a POW match - knowing full well how those tended to go? What if things got out of hand, and her first time wasn't even with her own girlfriend? Sanae didn't know what she'd do with herself then. She let out a long sigh, her shoulders slumping under the weight of guilt.
But...the thought of taking Alizeh on once again was exciting. And even more so was the thought of facing Alizeh with something on the line. The two of them had only grown stronger and more skilled with every match under their belt, and holding themselves up to such stakes would give them an extra push to reach toward their full potential. It was the thrill of competition that underpinned everything, of course - she just hoped Lyra would recognize that.
Although...she did suppose that POW matches didn't necessarily involve anything sexual. All in all, Sanae realized, this was a discussion to be had with Lyra. She had to figure out what the fortune teller was comfortable with. They'd come far enough - they were ready to have that conversation. And, maybe, see what else lay in store...
Finally, Sanae cleared her throat and sat up a little straighter as she came back down to reality. "Sorry about that," she said. "But...if I can, I wanna do it. Just to see what we can do when we really challenge ourselves!" In her enthusiasm, she pumped a fist in the air. The more she thought about it, the wider her smile grew. At the end of the day, all she and Alizeh cared about was encouraging one another to keep improving and to keep pushing their limits. And Sanae wanted to keep that going!
She realized that even this far into her relationship with Lyra, the two of them had never really been that...well, intimate. Sure, they'd kissed, and they'd announced their relationship to the world to plenty of support, but they still hadn't taken things that far. And yet, here Sanae was, already volunteering herself for a POW match - knowing full well how those tended to go? What if things got out of hand, and her first time wasn't even with her own girlfriend? Sanae didn't know what she'd do with herself then. She let out a long sigh, her shoulders slumping under the weight of guilt.
But...the thought of taking Alizeh on once again was exciting. And even more so was the thought of facing Alizeh with something on the line. The two of them had only grown stronger and more skilled with every match under their belt, and holding themselves up to such stakes would give them an extra push to reach toward their full potential. It was the thrill of competition that underpinned everything, of course - she just hoped Lyra would recognize that.
Although...she did suppose that POW matches didn't necessarily involve anything sexual. All in all, Sanae realized, this was a discussion to be had with Lyra. She had to figure out what the fortune teller was comfortable with. They'd come far enough - they were ready to have that conversation. And, maybe, see what else lay in store...
Finally, Sanae cleared her throat and sat up a little straighter as she came back down to reality. "Sorry about that," she said. "But...if I can, I wanna do it. Just to see what we can do when we really challenge ourselves!" In her enthusiasm, she pumped a fist in the air. The more she thought about it, the wider her smile grew. At the end of the day, all she and Alizeh cared about was encouraging one another to keep improving and to keep pushing their limits. And Sanae wanted to keep that going!