A Chat in the Locker between Giants

[MapleR]

After their match, Rev headed to the locker room, carrying his opponent the entire time. It was...silent, and reminded him of the first few seconds of their match. But now...it was almost pitiable, and the odd taste in his mouth wouldn't go away.

The thoughts of the match kept circling his mind. The bruises that peppered his skin like lipstick were marks of a job well done, and the fluids evidence of the fun had. But there was still that one issue he couldn't quite get over yet.

...he was glad when the duo finally arrived to the locker room. He set the large man down on the bench and his muscles screamed at him. The two men were just about the same size and weight, and it's not like his muscles were for show. That being said...

...carrying someone that heavy for such a long time took more than a little bit out of him. Rev grimaced and moved a bit more slowly as he went over to his locker. He needed to get his bag for his shower anyway...and one more thing. The sound of something unzipping could be heard, followed by a subtle clicking sound. Rev held the device to his throat, not looking at the man as he finally spoke.

"...are you okay, Bill? You've been quiet since I won the match." The voice was electrical, a slight buzzing sound accompanying it.

[Lycanstar]

Bill kept still on the way back to the locker room until Rev had finally laid him down on the bench to recover. As Rev was off tending to something in his locker, Bill continued to stare emptily at the ceiling; Fluorescent lights beaming down on him as the muffled roaring of the crowd was all but distant now. Bill was still attempting to contemplate what exactly had happened; how the reality of this night had shaped up for him as he lay defeated and covered in his own shame backstage. It's one thing to be in the ring putting on a performance, but the silence of it all once out of the view of the public was almost deafening.

"...are you okay, Bill? You've been quiet since I won the match."

Bill did not make much of a reaction to Rev speaking with his device. Had he been feeling any other way, this may have seemed shocking or like a true revelation; But as it stood, Bill continued to lay on the bench softly breathing before finally showing signs of life to the pink-haired man...

"So you can speak. I'm not sure what you want me to say. You won; and I hope you feel good about it."

A certain neutrality could be heard in Bill's voice as his unseen expression continued staring up into the ceiling. Bill didn't sound like he cared one way or another; Whether he was masking his true emotions however was yet to be seen.

[MapleR]

Rev moved until he was in view of Bill, tapping his neck scars with a finger while the other continued holding the device. He hoped it more or less answered the initial question, because...

...he definitely needed to have this talk. "It's hard to feel happy when my opponent is genuinely upset by the end. Bill, I..." He paused, biting the inside of his cheek as he mused over what the right words to say would be. "...just want to know what's wrong. You freaked out twice during our match; I'm worried." Sincerity would be his best bet for all of this. He didn't have much reason to lie, and even if he did, he wouldn't.

[Lycanstar]

Bill had rested enough; Truth be told his body had long since recovered, it was just his shame keeping him laid against the bench at this point. He finally hoisted himself to a seated position; slowly his muscles creaked and groaned as the pain from the nights events shot through his body causing him to shudder slightly~

"I'm not sure how to put it besides feeling betrayed~ That match was... Unlike anything I'd ever experienced before. I really underestimated the fire within you but..."

Bill paused; The large man was clearly not accustomed to letting his feelings known as he did his best to hide his emotions behind his mask; Even with it on he tried to shy away from eye contact with Rev as he continued...

"You... Ruined me. It wasn't supposed to go down like that; I thought I could handle you but..."

Bill put his hands over the face of his mask as he leaned down to avoid being seen. The emasculation he was feeling was too much as he clammed up~ Wishing he was alone to stir with his emotions.

[MapleR]

Rev looked to the side. So his hunch before was right. He sat down next to his former opponent, looking at the ceiling. He wasn't quite sure what to say to that, wracking his brain. "...I...forgive me if this sounds harsh, but I think you may have simply needed to learn how to take a beating." It was harsh, but Rev didn't want to avoid his point. "I tried bringing that point across before hand during our match, but winning, losing, taking your lumps in any form...it's part of the show, right?"

"Surely, you've been on the losing point of a hentai match, or any match, before this?" Sexfights were relatively new to Rev, he'd admit. But he was quite used to taking lumps during his matches. He was a big target, after all. Still, he placed a sympathetic hand on Bill's shoulder. He didn't feel like he was in the wrong, but he was still concerned for the man he just got quite intimate with in the ring.

[Lycanstar]

Every single word continued to pick at Bill's very fragile ego... It wasn't enough to be emasculated as he was tonight, now he was being told he misjudged the entire point of the sport. He wasn't here to *take* beatings, he was here to provide them. Rev had been sure to make a mockery of Bill's intent this night.

"I'm here to give, not receive. My first match in this promotion was to teach a disrespectful hot-head a lesson; and it ends up with me on my back for most of it. I was brought in by the management to be the one to ensure these kinds of results, not take them~ What am I supposed to be now?"

Bill sounded weary~ It was true he was supposed to be a tool used by LAW management and the way they made it sound- His first outing would be a piece of cake. But nothing could have prepared him for the experience he had this night. The sort of connection he could have had with his opponent. Bill's mind was spinning with emotions~ But one was truly crying out for him to truly say out loud.

"Rev; I'm not the man I was when I entered that ring. This mask feels like nothing but a mark of shame now; I'm only wearing it so I can stare at myself in the mirror without it on~ But with it on as far as I'm concerned..."

Bill finally stared up at Rev and spread out his legs, he was hard as a rock.

"I'm just a hunk of fuckable meat for you."

[MapleR]

Rev stared. He wasn't exactly soft himself, and the view was... certainly not helping. Well...

...that was a problem. "I'm...sorry, but I can't do that. At least...not like this. Maybe with... Bill, but not just a hunk of meat." A man, even a horny one, could see the writing on the wall, and the writing he was reading wasn't good. An apologetic smile was on his face.

It was always awkward, knowing what to do with his hands while one was pressed to his neck. His free one remained on his lap, and he looked down at the floor.

"...you did good. In the match, I think. You knocked me out and forced me to cum a few times. Even after getting knocked out and losing your nerve for a bit, you were still giving it your all. So...to answer your question, what to do now..." God, he hated using this device. It felt like someone else was talking for him.

If he didn't feel like this was important, he would have just used his phone. "...is to take your loss on the chin and keep going. And stop underestimating you're opponents." A pause, and Rev reached out, flicking Bill's head. "You would have won if you didn't do that the entire match. You didn't even tie up my arms at the end, ya big sap."

[Lycanstar]

Bill stared blankly into Rev's eyes as he spoke; Even as he flicked Bill's head playfully he gave no real response. When Rev finished speaking Bill stared down at the ground once again; shamefully pressing his legs back together...

"Well... I appreciate the way you see me at least. Nobody's ever really... Looked at me as anything other than a complete meathead. I'm finding it hard to really... Know what to do here. Sorry for; spreading myself out for you, I'm just confused..."

And Bill certainly sounded confused; The man had a clear purpose behind his actions before the match took a turn for the worse. Did he owe Rev something at this point? Bill felt extremely awkward sitting next to Rev; He felt like he was a confused mess of emotions while Rev seemed so much more put together with the situation... Wrestling another match was the last thing on Bill's mind as he continued to stare down at the locker room tiling.

[MapleR]

"No need to apologize." Said Rev, who'd very much so would like an apology for the comments about his lack of voice but kept it in. "I...get it. Being only thought of as a dumbass or even just a burden. Believe me, I get why you feel this way." A lot was left unsaid. History that didn't need delving into. It'd be a bit too painful for this already melancholy scenario.

"But," He put a hand on Bill's shoulders, leaning in. "I can only offer the advice I gave. You don't need to become some jobber, but even guys meant to punish have to learn to take their licks. So...just promise me you'll be ready next time, alright? I was...worried, when you looked ready to breakdown in the middle of the match."

[Lycanstar]

"Well... Thank you. I'll... Do better next time."

There was no way Bill was ending this night without feeling a great deal of shame. A man of his stature shouldn't be needing a pep talk to feel better after he lost a match... right? However this night ended, Bill already knew he would not be sleeping well. He wished there was more he could say but physically, emotionally... Rev was the bigger man this night. And maybe only now was Bill going to come to terms with that.